The Big Round Tree

I grew up at the end of a coal cinder road on the frontier of Louisville, dead at both ends with an outlet to Hartlage Court in the middle. It was called Stuecker Avenue after the farmer who had owned the land. At the far end of the cinders, beyond where the road fell into a drainage ditch and rose up again a dirt path, was Poppy Avenue. At our end was The Big Round Tree. The name Poppy Avenue enchanted me; it was the extreme end of my universe, vague and far away. The Tree was no less mysterious; but solid like a sacrament, and closer.
A narrow, twisting two-lane highway, Hartlage Court was dangerous. It coiled not far behind our house. Parents lived in terror of their children playing anywhere near it. We heard stories of the teenager who lost control of his car and sprayed his brains in a maple tree. They had no choice but to cut it down.
Stuecker Avenue, by contrast, was quiet. The only cars to get as far as our house belonged to relatives and Dad. One time Mom set me up on her bike and ran alongside as I worked the pedals. Before we got to the ditch she turned me around and pointed me back toward home.
In the late 1960’s an interstate juggernaut plowed through our neighborhood, taking farms and orchards, fields, creeks and homes in its mindless course. If there were schools, churches or stores in its way they went under too. It cut Hartlage Court like a snake into two dead-ended parts. Our cinder road, renamed Crumms Lane, morphed into a four-lane speedway. Kids like to honk their horns under the viaduct for the echo, a startling, nuisance noise which Mom finally learned not to hear.
But that's too many years passed my story. The challenge of writing spiritual geography is making a place stay in the narrow moment when you were there.
Old Man Stuecker used to swear at his plow horses in German on the other side of Stuecker Avenue. I don't actually remember that either. Mom said she was glad we didn't speak German.
Our first house was a second hand Quonset hut. Dad found it in the classifieds behind a filling station and purchased what looked like a pile of scrap lumber for a nominal sum. He set it up as a T rather than its original I-shape, but it still looked like a barrel buried half in the ground. Its green tar shingle roof stretched in long sheets over the arch to the cinder block foundations on either side, the house lacked proper walls, except at its three ends.

If our Quonset hut suggested frontier poverty, The Big Round Tree spoke of majesty. It stood about two hundred yards off our property and seemed to be owned by no one. It belonged to itself. Had anyone needed a landmark to find his way that oak tree was unmistakable: "Just hang a right at The Big Round Tree and that's Hartlage Court."
Because it stood alone with no other trees, several of its broad muscular limbs stretched horizontally, parallel to the dry, barren earth beneath it. Like a man who takes as much space as you give him because no one pushes back, this tree annexed land in every direction. Its crest, if not round like a ball, nevertheless arced into the arch of the sky. Its size and strength and dense, impenetrable foliage suggested the eternal life of endless seasons.
In the heat of the summer when I devoured library books – the Box Car Children, The Bobbsey Twins, Tom Swift, Tarzan and the Apes, and so forth – one a day -- I often sat reading in the shade of that tree. It was our living room, meeting spot and play room. If anyone were inclined to prayer it was as good a place as any.

I often studied the prospect of climbing The Big Round Tree, and assayed various schemes, but its lowest branches were far above my reach. One limb especially invited contemplation. It was not much higher than the ceiling in your living room, but thick, too much to grab with the claws of one’s hands. Even a grown man could not leap up and clamber onto it; much less, a boy.
One time, thinking we might attain the impossible at last, we threw a rope over that limb, tied the other end around my neighbor Bruce and hauled him up. He dangled there in the air, kicking his feet and trying to get a hold. For reasons only God could explain someone let go the rope, the rest of us lost our grip, and he fell. We didn't mean to break his arm. He jumped up and ran home bawling, and wore a plaster cast the rest of the summer.

Like many old things in our neighborhood, the tree was not given a dignified death. First they lopped branches off for power lines to run through it, then chopped off the whole side as they paved our cinders into macadam.
When I came home in late May from the seminary I found its branches and trunk lying on the ground. Its root ball hulked over a massive hole. In another year or two the Caterpillars would return to build a strip mall.
Today, in place of The Big Round Tree, a thick iron pipe, anchored in cement, hoists a large, wind-damaged fluorescent sign. The sign posts the presence and desperate needs of a liquor store.

Planet gazing

Enormous Jupiter, or so I’m told,
Observed from deep, deep space, orbits
Our neighbor sun in solitude, a sole
companion with – perhaps – some smaller bits
of space debris. Its core, a diamond sphere
of earth-sized crystal carbon sheathed in dense
and swirling liquid gas, approaches near
to thermonuclear might. It might ascend
to stardom………
.........………….So the Blessed Mary soars
in orbit round her son, and those who see
the woman and the God whom she adores
devoutly pray to join her company.
They glory in the radiance of her light,
astonished by the mercy of a widow’s mite.

His records describe...

His records describe another derelict, wasted by warfare and consummate passions, ripped by currents of public demand. I have what you want and you should only ask -- or take. It doesn’t matter which. They persist because neither he nor they can imagine differently. They wanted booze, they wanted cigarettes, they wanted sex or something like it and he gave his all, his body to war, his lungs to smoke, his liver to beer, his mind to lust and now he’s old and broken at fifty, with children who want nothing because he had nothing for them. He wanted so much to be somebody and now he is a wasted body in the VA hospital.
Despite the records he wasn’t crazy when I talked with him. He accepted my prayers just as he accepted everyone’s desire. Each wanted something and each took a piece. They’ll send him home soon to resume his smoking and beer and his little garden of tomatoes and blackberries, the little plot where he buried his soul in the kindly soil, expecting something of which he never dreamt.

Double Dactyls

Strawberry blackberry
Gary of Yarberry
Planned a big bash for the
Chaplain of Spain,

until he suddenly
Undemocratically
called off the party be-
Cause of the rain

Hummingly, chummingly
Juniper Cummingly
prayed in his chamber for
sweet things that were

not incidentally
characteristically
whispering muttering
wholly unheard.


Greenamen beanamen
Dismas of Veeneman
Conquered the world with out-
Breaking a sweat

Then in a moment of
Psychopathology
Ordered the province to
Pay off his debt.


Bannister canister
Janet McAllister
sang in a chorus her
pretty new song

All about Venus and
uranographical
planets appearing in
red on her thong.

Amazon gastronome
Jennifer Aniston
Wore a red bathing suit
All the day long,

But her dad said she was
Extraterrestrial
When she dove into a
Deep billabong